"pro ana"

There are new sites out there promoting anorexia. Like it is a lifestyle choice. Its not. Its a disease. Nobody wakes up one day and decides to be anorexic and look online to figureout how to be . It just happens. You get sucked in and don't realize what you are doing. You struggle with it your whole life. So these websites giving tips on how to be anorexic are crazy. ITS A DISEASE NOT A LIFESTYLE CHOICE!!

Motivation!!

We have all said it.."I will start tomorrow"..Don't think of it as a diet..Think of it as a lifestyle change..We all want to be healthier, better people..Give yourself small goals to start out with..No pop..Or no more fast food everyday..This way when you reach each goal it will give you more motivation and willpower to keep going!!Also.. don't give yourself that goal that is crazy.."I want to lose 50 pounds"..instead make a first goal of losing 10 pounds..and don't set a date..Otherwise you will feel hurried and disappointed if you don't reach it..We didn't get here over night so don't expect to lose it all overnight.. We CAN do it!!

Life struggles and gains

Why hello!! I know it's been awhile since I have written!! So much has happened since my last post, but hey that's life!! It doesn't stop for anyone..We are still foster parents.The kids have been with us for seven months..Having six kids in one house isn't easy but very rewarding..You learn a lot about yourself and it teaches you a lot. They are all doing well.

So much has changed in the past couple months. Friends come and go. You get hurt. But some people are just not meant to be in your life. You should surround yourself with people who bring you up and are always there for you. The people who bring you down shouldn't be in your life. Its tough but in the end you will be surrounded by good people who want whats best for you. Life is so crazy. It takes more turns than a curvy road in Kentucky!!

 And as for my diet. I am doing good.. I'm getting there. Doing a lot better than what I was a couple months ago. I will post before and after pictures..But I cant wait to reach my goal.. I'm still very happy where I am now. With my weight and my life.

We all need to just stop for a moment and smell the roses.. try to focus on all the positive things and stay away from the negative..if you reflect too much on the bad things in life you wont see whats right in front of you.


This post is dedicated to all my friends and family who are real and always there for me..I love you all and I'm lucky to have you all in my life:)(AJ,Emma,Yesenia,Andrea,Dennis,Melody,Nick,Mom,Grandmas)

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okay, so I have been really busy!!! I currently have all kids enrolled in school..between homework,cleaning,laundry and everything else I haven't had time to breathe..But I wouldn't trade it for the world..these kids are changing my life..they make me see the important things in life..you have to be a better person but still be yourself..treat people with respect..and keep your friends and family close!!.. OK bye for now!..hopefully it wont take a month for me to write again!!!

Still gaining!!!

This thyroid problem is driving me nuts!!! No matter what I do I gain weight!!! I just want to be comfortable in my clothes.

<3 full house

Hello!!! It's been awhile but I'm still here..things are pretty busy here..my weight keeps going up..my thryoid is kicking my bum!!! I have been dieting but I don't lose any weight. Hopefully soon it will work out. Until then I will try anything I can. Other than that our house has been busy..we are in a battle to bring five children into our home..they are my husbands brothers and sisters..they are currently in foster care and will be separated so we are trying to bring them to our house..hopefully soon they will be with us:) the youngest is going into first grade..then the others are in second,third,fifth, and sixth..plus my son is going into preschool!! The first day if school will be tough but I'm also excited for them..they are changing my life and making me want to be a better person. These next few weeks need to fly by!!!!! Until next time....<3

Life is...life

Well I'm back!!! It's been a rough couple of months...but I'm still standing!! Between health issues and lifes surprises I've been MIA. It seems like these past couple of years have thrown me so much. Some is just too hard to handle. And I've learned I handled it all the wrong way. When something happens I just pretend it didn't and I block all my feelings..that was a mistake because it seems like all those emotions are all creeping up on me at once..and thats no good..as of my diet plans they have slowed down to my thyroid problems. It's very difficult to lose any weight...and now I have to worry about calcium so I don't have seizures...but that's life..in all its beauty it throws curveballs..but I know I'm strong and I will push through everything that's going on..life is always worth fighting for..nobody has a perfect life. All you can do is go through life the best you can and try to be an understanding person..treat people how you wld want to be treated and try to be an overall good person..and yet as I write this I just want to curl up in a ball and watch lifetime movies all day!!! But that won't fix anything..so I will put a smile on my face and keep moving forward...live..laugh..love...be yourself because at the end of the day theres only one you!!!!