Well I'm back!!! It's been a rough couple of months...but I'm still standing!! Between health issues and lifes surprises I've been MIA. It seems like these past couple of years have thrown me so much. Some is just too hard to handle. And I've learned I handled it all the wrong way. When something happens I just pretend it didn't and I block all my feelings..that was a mistake because it seems like all those emotions are all creeping up on me at once..and thats no good..as of my diet plans they have slowed down to my thyroid problems. It's very difficult to lose any weight...and now I have to worry about calcium so I don't have seizures...but that's life..in all its beauty it throws curveballs..but I know I'm strong and I will push through everything that's going on..life is always worth fighting for..nobody has a perfect life. All you can do is go through life the best you can and try to be an understanding person..treat people how you wld want to be treated and try to be an overall good person..and yet as I write this I just want to curl up in a ball and watch lifetime movies all day!!! But that won't fix anything..so I will put a smile on my face and keep moving forward...live..laugh..love...be yourself because at the end of the day theres only one you!!!!